Wednesday, March 01, 2006
think it`s all over unless he creates a miracle. feeling so lost the last few days. even in the midst of blogging right now. my mind`s so flooded with memories. history. was supposed to pass the last letter from me to him to angela at mac, but saw him appeared instead. just surprised. purposely chose a time whereby he went home already but did`nt expect to bump into him. he must have felt so awkward too.but at least i saw him and know that he`s okay at the moment. frankly speaking, although things are no longer fine for us, i`d still care so much for him. i did`nt want to say so actually. i`m still worried if he`s still over working, eating proper meals and getting enough rest. all the while. i miss him. think i should stop being so dumb. we won`t be back together again will we??? reading my inbox messages and felt like we just started yesterday. remember i was all smiles then. guys out there, cherish your girl, make her feel loved and secured, make her happy, make her feel important... these are what a simple little woman needed. if she asks for more, well, kick her man, she`s too greedy. at least i think i`m still the simple little woman of yesterday. goodbye my love.
i gave chances readily without questioning but where`s mine when i really need one???
upsetted.
we need not avoid each other. we are still as before---joking and having fun. but as the status of friends. we`ll still pick up calls from each other and reply each other`s smses. alright??? that`s how friends are supposed to be... so i`ll treat you as another best friend.
1:52 AM
think it`s all over unless he creates a miracle. feeling so lost the last few days. even in the midst of blogging right now. my mind`s so flooded with memories. history. was supposed to pass the last letter from me to him to angela at mac, but saw him appeared instead. just surprised. purposely chose a time whereby he went home already but did`nt expect to bump into him. he must have felt so awkward too.but at least i saw him and know that he`s okay at the moment. frankly speaking, although things are no longer fine for us, i`d still care so much for him. i did`nt want to say so actually. i`m still worried if he`s still over working, eating proper meals and getting enough rest. all the while. i miss him. think i should stop being so dumb. we won`t be back together again will we??? reading my inbox messages and felt like we just started yesterday. remember i was all smiles then. guys out there, cherish your girl, make her feel loved and secured, make her happy, make her feel important... these are what a simple little woman needed. if she asks for more, well, kick her man, she`s too greedy. at least i think i`m still the simple little woman of yesterday. goodbye my love.
i gave chances readily without questioning but where`s mine when i really need one???
upsetted.
we need not avoid each other. we are still as before---joking and having fun. but as the status of friends. we`ll still pick up calls from each other and reply each other`s smses. alright??? that`s how friends are supposed to be... so i`ll treat you as another best friend.